There’s something interesting happening in me around weaving energy.
Sometimes, increasingly, when I work with people energetically, what I feel is happening is a re-weaving of lines of energy. It’s like, energy lines became tangled, knotted, broken, undernourished; and as we open up space and allow things to flow, they start to re-weave together again. I often see this as bright golden lines flowing (usually upward) and interweaving with each other.
Sometimes, other beings are doing the weaving (guides, deities, other divine beings) – they are working magic with their fingers, allowing the energy lines to untangle and find their right place.
Sometimes, it’s my energy that’s doing the weaving – some part of me is extended towards the other being, playing music into harmony.
And there’s something too around unweaving. Finding the ways that our energy lines have gotten woven in false beliefs. Today, I found myself touching into the knot of: My value is tied up with the outcome of my healing. If it goes well, then I have value. If it doesn’t, I don’t. And I could feel the tension of the knot, how these two things (that are, really, unrelated) got woven together until I couldn’t distinguish them. Allowing the knot to loosen brings fear. I cannot pick the knot apart, that only tightens it; I can only breathe with the fear until it loosens on its own. The more I allow it to loosen, the more those energy lines can find their right place.